- Why even breath anymore? - Saturday, December 08, 2012 I'm sitting here again alone on a Saturday night sure I'm not really alone in the traditional sense as there are a group of 5 friends chatting across from me. They don't know I'm hurting as I think to myself if I get one more text message...one more phone call from some boy I either currently or used to like that just wants to chat I'm going to loose it! I don't need anymore fucking friends!!! To spend another one of these nights watching the ugly, the fat, the broke all have what I want makes me question my worth. I get that the beautiful, the rich, the sane find love but the rest? And not me?  I think what's wrong with me? I'm not picky I've tried with some who would never be my type, some who clearly only wanted me for sex, and some that were just to stupid to deserve to breath air. And the ones who i wish would make an honest woman out of me...but never do. But I keep repeating the same failed attempts only to get the same results the only thing that changes is the names as every boy that's in and out of my life does the same shit, Fuck it why do I even care to try anymore?

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